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Hello, how are you? it has been a long time since I make a new journal entry :'D
well, currently I've been busy with my daily life, notably my preparation for applying for scholarship,
I have an intention to study abroad for my master degree next year,
and to be honest I'm so nervous adfkdsffdaf, w-well wish me luck~ :")

more importantly, I think to open commission, yet I am not sure what kind of commission which I should do,
I have thought to carry out headshot painting tho, but I still need for your opinion, is there any suggestion?
also I make this journal to look for a possibility whether anyone is interested or not


xoxoxo,

:iconulfashirayukihime:

 
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Hallo~ Hallo~ Hallo~ :iconepiclaplz:
I am bacckkk, Ulfa is hereeee~ :iconletmehugyouplz: though not really active enough~ :rofl: //slaapp
Recently I've been thinking about opening my voice meme~ :icondingdingdingplz:
therefore you may give me any questions or ask me to say something (words or a sentence) or even ask me to sing a song, whatever you want~ :iconteyuplz:
and I'll try my best to answer your question, well, I am looking forward for your respond~ :iconfraugyaaplz: :heart:



xoxoxo,

:iconulfashirayukihime:
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hi, how's life? I hope everything is okay~ (,,070)/
well, I know I already become such a lazy hamster in DA because of my daily activity, I admit I am currently focusing on my RL stuff, but it can't be helped~ ( ._.)a
right now I am supposed to tell you that I will be HIATUS for 2-3 months since I have to go to neighborhood rural village to do 'social internship program' or we call it 'kuliah kerja nyata (KKN)' in bahasa~ just wish me the best luck that I can survive there since I don't really know about the area, hiks~ (  TTATT);;

:bulletred: you may check my sketch & doodle album in my facebook though it's just a few, I just drew in order to get rid of boredom --> here
:bulletred: you may also check my cover song as a farewell song from me to you but I am sorry if it's not really good, since I just do it because I love singing --> here

Last but not least, thankyou very much for your caring, attention, fondness, and love for all of this time, take care guys~ :hug: :heart:


xoxoxo,

:iconulfashirayukihime:
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:new: Part 5


minnaaaaaaaaa~~~ >7<)/
I'm baaacckkk~~~~ :heart:

oh, my~ It was really great to spend time in Bandung for Philip C. Jessup International Moot Court Competition 2012~
well, let me describe my previous 7 days into words~

1) Horror
believe it or not, but my team mates experienced such spiritual accident, including me.... //treketeketekketek  //slaappp
we met several.... yeah..... grave situations that gave such awkward moments in horror way~ =A=""" we got into haunted hotel which was actually it couldn't be called as hotel, moreover we experienced sleep paralysis which is called with "ketindisan /ketindihan" in indonesian~ although sleep paralysis is relating to the medic or something like that, but not for this time, it was really really really a real nightmare in my life this far.

2) High Tension
such a high tension to come to this competition, many peoples from many varsities with different race and color~ :heart:
meeting people in formal way and act like international lawyer in front of international judges, it was really a memorable one,
moreover the judges were really really diverse~ so we have to mind our poise, style, time management, law, and knowledge which conforms to the case's core further how to deny our edginess and maintain our calmness, but to speak and deliver our case in such way, it was a pride and challenge at the same time after all =)

3) Disappointed
the most disappointed thing was a penalty =( my goodness, I have been blaming myself until now, it was a really great punch to my team since we got such a big penalty score due to tardiness in our memorials. Nonetheless, not only me who do such blaming action, but my team mates too. In fact, our memorials were classified as expert memorials by the judges and got into 6th best memorial, approximately my team got 83 of 100 for Applicant memorial and 90 of 100 for Respondent memorial. They were miracle scores~ *A* <3 but..... tardiness penalty changed our memorial rank... gosh... I wanted to cry at that time, but I couldn't since I already knew it would be happened due to our fatal errors. My bad~ huhuhuhu~ Q///A///Q well... at last, we could get 6th rank in the fact, thus I will keep it in my mind not to repeat the same mistake again~ *A*)9

4) Culinary Tour
oh, yes, oh, yes! it was all about culinary tour~ :D I ate many dishes that I never eat before~ likely there was car free day at that time, and yeahhh~~ a lot of food~~~ but even there was no car free day, I still did culinary tour since I was in Bandung, ohohohoho~ it was a heaven~ :heart: ah, there were a lot of factory outlet there, nonetheless since I am not a shopaholic-type-girl, so I will not buy a thing if I don't need it. =)

5) Gathering
Whaaaaaattt~~~ I met my lovely friends there :iconincross: :iconkiku-maru: :iconcurious23neko: :iconaddaline: and including my senior high friends~~~ it was really sweet~ :hug: :heart: well, I couldn't believe them after all, it was a bless for me~ :XD:


6) About Bandung
In the fact, Bandung was not really different with Makassar, they were similar. I mean like the situation, the atmosphere, and the city map were really comfortable just like when I was in Makssar. But still there were always differences, those are the weather which is cooler than Makassar and the people were really polite. Further due to the really similar situation, I was really brave to go everywhere with public transportation by myself in Bandung. :heart: It was really great I hope I can go to Bandung again~

Well, that's all of my life story regarding my bustle in a really heavy and grave international mootcourt competition between September 2011 until February 2012. I don't know I will join it or not later. But this year I want to join some competitions too for sure and, oh yes, my day will be made up as adjudicator in several English debate competitions. I hope this year will be better than previous year. Amin.

And of course I send you a ton of thankyou for your kindness to support me this far. Thankyou so much~ :heart: :heart: :heart:
Take care everyonee~~


xoxoxo,


:iconulfashirayukihime:



"I am a woman in process. I'm just trying like everybody else. I try to take every conflict, every experience, and learn from it. Life is never dull." - Oprah Winfrey




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Part 4

Goooogleeeeeeee!!!!!  :iconbadassplz:  //slaap
again~ some updates concerning my life story~

I'M BACKKKKKKK!!!
at least I'm quite free now until the beginning of February~ :love:
OH MAI GOSH!!! My Memorial for my next international moot court competition was done!!!
HUWAAAAAA!!! I WANT TO CRYYYYYY!!!! :icontearplz:
I was suffering and dying when I made that memorial, I lost myself and couldn't hold up for sure.
these two weeks were like in HELLLL!!!! It's GRAVEEEEE!!!! FRUSTRATINGG!!! and TORTURINGGGG!!!
if I may express myself with some icons for these two weeks, here:

:iconfacepalmplz: :icondoublefacepalmplz: :iconheaddeskplz: :iconcryforeverplz: :icondnw1plz: :icondnw2plz: :icony-u-noplz: :iconwhatdoesitmeanplz:
:iconinglipplz: :icondarkrageplz: :iconthisisawfulplz: :iconotlplz: :iconsitinthecornerplz: :iconsulkplz: :iconoelplz: :iconlazycryplz:

yeah.... I cried a lot due to the memorial progress... and gave such inconvenience to many persons...  
I know I'm such crybaby and spoiled... please forgive me if you were burdened by me...
especially :iconincross: :iconaddaline: :iconcurious23neko: :iconkiku-maru:
I spammed you all with a a lot of my lament, grumble, and hubbub.
also for :iconwindscimitars:, all of friends and watchers in DA, thankyouuu soo muuchhh for the support!!!
really, I would like to send you tons of thankyou and love that I have from deepest of my heart.
Thankyou! :hug: I'm nothing without all of you!!! :heart:

oh, yes! and big thankyouuuuu for :iconhahamune: for the sweet Icon
It's reallyyy sweeeettttt!!!!! :love:


after this, I'd like to spend my time wisely for having fun and do the postponed projects
though I don't really know what have fun means since I was in the senior high school :iconrlyplz:

precisely 2 days later will be new year~ :party:
well, there were many things happened in my 2012 year, it's memorable and precious~ :XD:
I hope I'm in the 2012 year will be much better than in this year, of course for all of you too~
Happy New Year 2012~ Have a blessed year~ Take care~ :heart:


xoxoxoxo

:iconulfashirayukihime:


"That which does not kill us makes us stronger." - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche



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Part 3

Yahooooooooo~ :iconmonkeyloveplz:
just want to share some updates of my life~

FINALLLYYYYYY!!!!
International Humanitarian Law moot court competition 2011 for national round is officially done~
It was a competition for international law student~
for this time, the case was concerning about David Dabar who did some war crimes during conducting secession
and because of this competition so I married him  :icondesiremeplz:  //SHOOT
if you are interested regarding the IHL 2011 moot problem you may see it here ---> www.google.co.id/url?sa=t&rct=…

OH YES!!! About the result! ,,>7<)/
My team got 4th Rank for the Memorial Score
and got 13th Rank for the Oralist Score
I'm so HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY about the memoriall!!! :icontearplz:
but yeahh... the oralist score is not really good, I have to admit that I didn't practice my oral well due to some crucial circumstances :iconotlplz:
butbutbutbut I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!!!! It's a WHIP after all!!! :iconbadassplz:

what else? ( '3')a
ah~ I got a lot of new and kind friends from other universities~ =///7///= they are so sweeet~ :heart:
I got many moral values about hard-working, competitiveness, public speaking as lawyer, logical thinking, and life especially from this competition~ :)
moreover how to understand others in such crucial and heavy situation~
from my deepest heart, I send my great gratitude for all of person who always support me~ :heart:

well, then~
after this I still have one more international moot court competition~ =_=+
the deadline for memorial is December 20, 2011. It means I just have 7 days left. OH MAI GOSH!!! *A*)w
well, no matter what happens, wish me luck that I can make it and still alive after make this memorial!!! :iconlazycryplz:


xoxoxo

:iconulfashirayukihime:


P.S. I do apologize for not replying your message in my inbox or comment in my deviation, I do appreciate that, but it's quite hard for me to reply all of it quickly, I hope you can understand. I'll reply it as soon as I'm free. *cross finger* moreover recently I don't upload new deviation //killme


"Without continual growth and progress, such words as improvement, achievement, and success have no meaning" - Benjamin Franklin


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Part 2

Hey~ just one to inform you my beloved friends about my daily life~ :D
I'm so relief one of my competitions was done~
but still I have two more competitions, yosh! Let's do it! (>7<)/

Ah, yes~ my recent competition was English Debate that was held four days ago in Jakarta,
I just could make it until top big 20 from 89 teams from all of region in Indonesia.
My opponent in elimination round was great :( it was tough!
Yeah, it was quite sad, but I was happy and learned a lot of things~
I made some new friends too~ =//7//=

Moreover, I could come in :iconcanvas-ranger:'s Gathering in Citywalk, Jakarta.
THAT WAS A PLEASURE FOR ME! (w*///A///*)w
IT'S MIRACLE!!! WHAT A FATE! OH MAI GOSH!
I met many rangers~ :heart: sadly I didn't know some of them, forgive me
and!!! TARAA!! I bought pet war card game! What an interesting game!
You should play it too~ :love:

Well, I think that's all.
Back to  bustle again.
Take care~ :heart:

xoxoxoxo

:iconulfashirayukihime:


"The man who has no imagination has no wings" - Muhammad Ali




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Part 1

hey, hey, hey everyone~ (=w= )/
how's your life? I hope happiness always in your side :heart:
ah, yes, I'm here to inform you about my current life right now.
no, no, no, it's not about sad story of my life, I'm fine after all.
I just want to tell you about my routines and my busy life.
basically I'm back to my routine fully ~(=7= )~
my life time have been booked since 2 months ago until February in 2012 precisely next year.
quite extreme, huh?

I already schedule my days for some long term competitions that will take all of my attention and energy.
because these competitions need a lot lot lot lot of preparations.
briefly, a thing that I can say concerning the competition,
the competition is about how to become and act like a real legal actor that is international lawyer.
I bet I will spend my days out of my house, for sure I'll become night-day-lady (=__="")
harshly, this bustle will kill me softly~ yeay~ (>3<)/   //slaaap

honestly, because of this bustle, I always get art block when I try to draw.
well, I can say that because these competitions need a really deeper analysis and though,
so I try to shut down my creativity side on my brain,
so I can use all of my brain to make such a deeper explanation
and elaboration regarding the international dispute case.
looks like I have to read a mountain of international law and humanitarian books again,
included convention and related case. (>_>)

but, well, yeah, it doesn't mean I will stop to draw.
I will keep drawing, just, yeah...
I cannot do it so often like before.
I wish you will understand with my decision due to my current situation.
I just beg for your kindness to always support me.
I do so love drawing and you guys~ (=///////= )


xoxoxoxo

:iconulfashirayukihime:


"Be strong and stay alive" - Gumi Megpoid

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Ok~ This is a tag from my hottie lover :iconincross: I have to answer her questions~ let's begin it~ :XD: :heart:


1. Tell me how you know/meet me for the first time.
Well, first time I knew you when I saw your artwork in first love contest, and that made me quite curios about you, because your artwork was really touching.  Thus I met :iconaddaline: at :iconcanvas-ranger:, we talked on YM, then He She said that it would be great if I met you, honestly it was quite a surprise for me, because I didn't expect that He She knows about you, so He She gave me your YM address, and then I added you on YM. Finally We become Hot Couples Friends~ :iconteheplz:


2. How old are you? UvU
Me? I'm 17 years old + 2 years life experience = calculate it yourself! :iconheplz:


3. Are you sure? UvU I think you're already in your 80's tho.
Hohohohohoho~ :iconohohoplz: you think so?! how could you know that?! Actually I'm a granny now! I'm serious! :iconohseriousplz:


4. Ever seen one or more of my OCs? Which one of them do you like the most? UvU
Daniela~ I love her so muuuch~ :heart: :iconpervmonkeyplz: hmm.. where's Francois? :iconheplz: //slaap


5. Tell me something you don't particularly like about me ,,UvU,,
I LOVE ALL OF YOU HAVE!!! :iconmonkeyloveplz: Though there's one thing that quite disturb me, sometimes you have a problem and everytime I ask why, you always answer "I'm fine". Well, I know I'm just an outside people that make non-sense for you, but, the way you act like that quite bother me, I feel like I'm useless cause I cannot do nothing to help you while I worry so badly about you. Well, I know everyone have a problem, have a hard time, and have a privacy, even need to be alone. But there's no mistake when we share it with others, because you are my friend, so it's okay if you want to burden me. Oh, okay, I look like an old-wise-ass-lady right now. So sorry for my whimpering. Forgive me please~ I just want to wish your happiness after all~ :iconaawplz: :heart:


6. If you were given a bag containing $1000, what would you do with it? UvU (the person gave it to you based on his/her kind heart----sort of... OMG SORRY FOR THE ENGRISH oTL )
I will invest it for my future children and my parents, thus I use some to help the unlucky one~ :) and if it's still enough, I will use it to maintain and keep this earth~ the earth right now is going crazy, too sad to be talked.... :(


7. Anyone in your mind right now? me ,,UvU,,
My Parents. I do really wish them an endless happiness....  


8. Favorite singer?
YES!! I LOVE CELINE DION AND SARAH BRIGHTMAN SO MUUUUUUUUCHHH!!! Because I learn to sing by myself since I was a little girl by listening their songs even I try to practice how the sing and their technics when they sing. OH, MY!!! They are SO GREAT!!! :iconomgsocuteplz:   


9. Do you like reading child stories? Yes or no, what title do you like the most and why?
YES I AM!!! :iconiheartitplz: Oh, My!!! There's a lot!!! I already read a lot of child stories locally, nationally, and internationally. I know the songs too~ I watch the movies too~ :iconteheplz: I enjoy a lot when I read them, because they give such happiness feeling and a lot of moral values that we can learn from. For example, There are two things that I got from such a princess stories. The first is when you behave in a good way to someone, the goodness will come to you, and some of your enemies will realize how kind you are and they will turn into a good one, and some of them will get "the cost" from what they already do to you. In the end, a goodness always wins. :iconuhuplz: The second is a good princess deserves a handsome and tender prince. :iconblshplz:      


10. I'm going to take you into a portal which connects to an unknown dimension. Wanna come along? :)
Sure, I love adventure~ It would be great and fun I think~ :iconhurrplz: and as long as I go with you, I would be fine~ hehehehee //slaap


11. Enjoyed this tag? =7=
A LOT! :iconsaunarelaxplz: :heart:


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Well, Tag from dear :iconwindscimitars:
ok, let's do it! :la:


1. What's your favorite book and/or manga?
I read a lot of books that I love, as long as it's good, I'll keep them in my mind. :D But for manga, it would be different~ I LOVE MANGA SO MUUUUCHHH!!! I love electric daisy and my senior so muuuch~ basically I love Motomi Kyousuke Sensei and Atsuko Namba Sensei~ :la:

2. If the world would let you, what weapon or power would you possess? (fantasy/real life)
I do really want a power that can let me to know what people thinks and feels. It would be great~ :XD: :heart:

3. Would you rather stay at a 5-star hotel with room service, breakfast for free, games/t.v. for free, etc. Or rather stay in a cozy small hotel in Chinatown?
Well~ because it's already free, so I choose 5-star hotel~
it's such a waste if we refuse something free you know~ :iconteheplz:

4. How many languages do you speak?
I speak Makassar, little of Bugis, Indonesian, English, and Japanese. I want to learn more and more~ :iconexcitedlaplz:

5. What sports do you take?
I Love Sport!!! I like do many things, but basically I always do basketball and badminton. :love:

6. Favorite dessert
ohoohhoh!! Let's go to Ice Cream and Pudding!!! :heart:

7. Gmail or Yahoo?
Both of them!!! :XD: I use both~

8. Would you prefer an Android devise or an Apple devise?
Hmmmm~ It's hard~ but because I'm a snow white, then I choose Apple~ :iconheplz: //slaaap

9. If you could go into space, which planet/moon would you fly to?
the farest and the rarest planet ever~ :D <<<so abstract //slaap

10. Any favorite video games?
WOW!!! You ask me~ so, I love DDR, The Sims, Harvest Moon, Tenchu, Time Crisis, Final Fantasy XII,
Samurai Wariors, & Otomate Games. :iconbrohugplz: :heart:

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Tag from my beloved :iconqkuwm4ru: fuufufufufufuf~ ok, here we go~ :iconheplz:


1. What's your first impression when you saw my drawings?
Sci-Fi!!!!! for sureee~ :love: <<<the reason is I saw Nate for the first time~ ohoohohohoho~

2. Do you think I've got my own style of drawing?
I think yes, because I never see your style changes~ that's good!!! Not like meeeee, my style always change~ :iconsitinthecornerplz:

3. Am I improving?
Of courseee!!! :iconmonkeyloveplz: You improve to a better one~ GOOD JOB!  

4. Which one did I drew better, boys or girls?
Boys~ :iconhurrhurrplz:  I think you know the reason why~

5. Should I draw more comics? Will you read it?
Yes, your comic about Nate... I read it.... but.... you stop... so suddenly..... :iconcomeoverhereplz:

6. What do you think about my OC Nate?
YOU KNOW HOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! :icondesireyouplz:

7. Are you expecting him to be more manly or more adorable in the future? /shot
YES!!! *A* Especially more Humaaaannn!!!! More Expressionsssss!!! More Feelingsssss!!!! :iconpervmonkeyplz:

8. Guess my gender, age, DOB, height, weight, clothes and shoe size /slapped
OHHHOHHO!!! I'm sure you are female, 21 yo on october 2nd, around 163 cm and 57 kg, L, 39~ :iconmonkeyconfidentplz: //slaaap

9. Am I a fun person to talk to? Why?
Yeaahhhh!!! :iconomgsocuteplz: You are too sweet to not be talked~ :iconbrohugplz: :heart:

10. Overall, what do you think about me?
quite mature, but can be so talkactive in a good way when it comes to a thing that you like~ then~ you are such a kind-hearted one~ and really care to others~ :iconiloveyouplz:

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Tag from beib :iconcurious23neko:
ihihhih~ let's begin it~ >7</

1. What do you like&dislike from me?
I like your drawing~ and your friendly attitude and your warm feeling when responding to people~ :iconiloveyouplz: :heart:
I dislike, this far... NOTHING! There's nothing that I dislike from you~:hug:

2. Spring, summer, fall, or winter?
I LOVE ALL!!! :iconmonkeyloveplz: Every season has their own superiority~ :heart:

3. Most fav fairy tale ever?
:iconsparklesplz: Snow White~ :iconsparklesplz: :heart: :iconawplz:

4. Are you who you want to be?
YES I AM! I'm satisfied with my love right now! :icongreatjobplz: That's why I have to improve my life quality moreeee!!!! :iconcblushplz:

5. If you could ask something from me, what is it?
Would you be my girl? :icondesiremeplz: //slaaaapppppppp

6. Someday you find your lover (or yourself if you dont have any) exchange gender 8'D.
Myself?!?!?!?!  Exchanging gender?! :iconoverlyjoyedplz:  Howaaaaa~ AMAZINGGGG!!!! Now I can launch my plan~ ohohohoo~ :iconcreepyonionplz:

7. Unforgettable dream?
There are two, the first one is when my dreams has a sequel, really, until 3 times~ it's obviously great!!! Moreover the story of my dream is really lovely~ :iconomgsocuteplz: and the second one is when my young brother and me have a same dream in the same night, really! It's like a magic! We talked about our dream at that night in the morning after and TADAAAAAAAA!!! It's really same! :love:

8. There's a spider on you head 8-D thereee~
MAAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! ()@$&(&@(^%@()**##%#@)% *runaroundthehouse* *jump2* *die*

9. There is a Great World War happening now, that affect your whole life, what would you do?
I will try my best to survive with my family and if it's needed I'll join humanitarian aid team as volunteer for helping more and more victims that have worse condition more than me. And if it's not enough, I'll join to the world peace keeping for maintain this world through peace talking and diplomacy. WE ARE THE WORLD! :iconherotimeplz:

10. What would you act if one of your closest friend or family member is a secret agent/someone that's being hunted/watched by government, and it would put your life in danger if they know you know this. (BLAHBLAHBLAH sorry for my engrish! oTL)
I'll keep it as secret. A secret that just me and God that know. You can count on me for sure. Secret makes a woman woman, you know? :iconblshplz:

11. Tell me what you'd do, if you haven't done your homework that should be submitted by tomorrow morning, it's impossible to be finished now, and you can't skip the class, your lecture/teacher is the killer-type. Muahaha :evillaugh:.
I'll try my best to finish it even if it's not finished yet and of course I still go to the class. And give my homework while I tell the truth why I cannot finish it and convince the lecturer how this homework really takes all of my effort, if the lecturer accepts it, I'll deliver my great thank and appreciation, but even if the lecturer doesn't want to accept it, I'll try to hold on myself and accept my fate as my lesson, so I will not do the same mistake in the future~ :la:

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Tag from my beloved sweet boyfriend :iconaddaline:
Yeah, START!

1. How did you met me? tell the story, full story about it :iconkiralaughplz:
Well, we met in CR after I submitted my deviation that is Save The Mistress, I make it sequel and now I'm such procrastinator =__="" I'll make the next sequel asap then, hopefully~ You commented in all pictures of Save The Mistress, I like your comment though~ :heart: Then, I decided myself to know more about you, shortly, we wanted to make relation between Frau and Russel, so you asked my YM, I gave you, you added me, then we talked a lot until now~ :D

2. What do you think about me, personality, attitude, all of them :iconkiralaughplz:
I'M CONFUSE... maybe because you already take my heart, NAAAAHHH!!!! Honestly, you're such a calm one and quite mature in the very first place. Then, I know that you're a serious one but.... you can lose control while laughing or do something that you love that is teasing people especially when that people cannot respond back because of embarrassed feeling or speechless, then you will give your "YM Virus" while laughing. :rofl: Ah, YES!!! YOU DEFINITELY CANNOT TALK and DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT ROMANCE THINGY! Hmph... that quite bothers me... >_> because I cannot tease you a lot with that, so you wear your "poker face" to avoid that thing, then I will stop... not interesting enough.... *sigh* but I love the way you always try to respond people well and how you give your attention to others~ such a warm feeling~ :heart: :hug:

3. Do you think I'm still a child, some senior high student, or an old man? (from my way of think)
YOU ARE A SWEET BOY FOR SURE!!! :iconteheplz: no~ if you ask me from the way you think, I'll say your action is just like your current act, but if you ask me from your attitude, I'll say you are more mature than your current age~ somehow~ I don't know why~ >_>

4. what do you act and do if you know that I'm an MI6 agent? (full story) //missile
I will  freeze in seconds and after that thinking logically about you, EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU! Then I will never surprise again, because what I think is MI6 suits you well~  ah, ya! I'll congratulate you obviously~ :love:

5. Critique for my drawing and coloring?
I knowwww~ especially drawing a girl~ :la: but actually everyone has their own style, so it's okay I think, coz I like your style~ you improve after all~ oh, yes! maybe you can try to learn more more more about the proportion, perspective, and the coloring~ ah! ah! BG too~ OTL! I know all of those are hard, but nothing is impossible~ (>3<)/  GANBATTE!!! :heart:

6. Critique for my attitude/personality?
Okay........... this is just my assumption, a really long assumption, so please forgive me if I hurt you...

There's a thing that always make me curious or you can say it like qualms for myself. Sometimes I feel like it's really hard to get along with you, really... I don't know why... though I try my best to get along with you, the result it always same. Null. And this feeling back again to me. If I want to describe this feeling is like there's a wall, a reallyyy hugeeeee wall which I cannot knock it down. It's really really really hard for me to knock it down.... then... if I want to take another analogy, I can say that there's a far far far far farrrrrrr gap between us that is really hard for me to pass through it. I feel like I just will fall down when I try to pass through it.... :(

I don't know why, really... I don't know why I feel something like this... then, the most unbelievable thing that I cannot accept, is... when my mind and my heart try to device me with make such feeling that stating "You (Delin) Hate Me (Upa)"........... *sigh* I don't know why but that feeling always comes to me so often lately, moreover this feeling is getting and getting stronger everytime you tease me or behave cold to me... at the very first time, I will laugh when I see your reaction, but then... it will change, suddenly there's a sentence come to my mind "oh... my... god... it seems like delin really hates me... that's why she did this to me......." okay.... I know it's just my feeling... hhhh.....why I become so sensitive like this.... :iconwhatdoesitmeanplz:

but then... if I want to assess it far, this kind of thing can be happened because of 2 things, those are:  

(1) We have a really different personality, that's why somehow I don't know what should I do when I want to talk with you. I'm afraid a you don't like a thing that I do and then it will hurt you... but in another side, I really eager to get along with you... ahh... it's really complex.
(2) Lately I realize that I cannot talk with you well, I feel like I cannot make a good conversation with you. A good conversation will be happened when we talk with others too, just like what we always do in YM conference. So, I assume that I need x factor to can do a good conversation with you, if there's no x factor, it feels like a dead conversation that I cannot understand why, I feel like I make you bored with my words... I feel failed as a human in communicating with someone right now.... :iconotlplz: *sigh*  

see the situation, I always try to convince myself over and over that this is just my feeling or my imagination, that I know that this is how delin acts and reacts normally, so I avoid and bury it deep inside my heart, so I can act normally... but when I try to avoid it, it's getting worse in my heart... :icondesucraiplz:  I'm so sorryy delin to tell you thiss......

This is a thing that I can say and it looks like my babble rather than a critique, I'm soooo sorryyyyy if I hurt with with my ridiculous whimpering, sorry delin.....
but I feel like I have to tell you, due to it's getting complicated for me to understand this situation...  :iconanoplz: because you are such a sweet person and I don't want to lost you as my friend...

7. What is your first impression, and what do you think when you see Russel for the first time? (maximum 1 paragraph //dhierr)
BATU!!! //plaaak :rofl: He's so stoic and really calm until I want to tease him so I can see his true color!!! :iconprussiaplz: :heart: then I realize how cool and sweet he issssss~ :iconloveloveplz:

8. What will you act/do if Russel suddenly came into your university/class and picked you up to some random place and ended in MI6 interogation room and bring you to his boss (so randomm =_= )
RUSSEELLL YOUUUUUUUUUU...... :iconsobeautifulplz: I'm fine with that, as long as with Russel-kuuun~ ihiii~ :iconheplz:

9. What do you think of me, when you see me laughing and hold on knife/fork/spoon/cutter? and what will you do?
knife: PSYCHO! :iconscreamingplz:  or want to chop a meat/ make dishes~
fork/spoon: Oh~ you want to eat~ :iconwhatsthatplz:
cutter: wanna suicide? :iconohpleaseplz: or crafting something~

I'll just watch the thing that you want to do, if it's dangerous, I will runaway~ easy right? :iconhurrplz:

10. What will you act/do if I points a gun at you at some random place that nobody arounds (real gun, not toys =_= ) and you didn't bring any weapon at all
I will just stare you while hold my breathe and stay calm down~ =7=/ then If you fire me, I'll try to dodge, but if it hits me, it means I'll die if you don't give me first aid or bring me to hospital quickly~ :(

11. ahh, i don't really like asking people //liar, so dance now! =_=
if you want to be my pairing then I will dance~ :iconheplz: :heart:

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IT'S TAG TIME!!! I TAGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!
:iconaddaline: :iconqkuwm4ru: :iconshirahime2345: :iconivyliau: :icon15death: :iconincross: :iconcurious23neko:
:iconfueru-mazda: :iconchichicuit: :iconbamboospear: :iconvnyx: :iconrekiouji: :iconkurosakisasori-kun: :iconwindscimitars:

Here my questions~ :iconlachoirplz:

1. What your first Impression when you know/meet me? =7=/
2. Does it already change now? how come? =3=
3. Is there any critique for my artworks? If yes, what? Explain please~ so I can learn much and increase my skill~ XD
4. If someday I disappear so suddenly and there's no any information regarding me, How do you react? '3'
5. Do you love you family? How big and deep? ^^
6. In your eyes, does my behavior bother you? Tell me what do you think about me please~ =///////=
7. What do you think about our Earth & World right now? O-O
8. Which one do you choose kiss, hug, pat, or stroke? and why you choose that? >7</
9. What do you think about my beloved OC Frau? Do you like her? >3</
10. Tell me about yourself right here right now please~ ^///////^
11. A kiss for me please? ;A;
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